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June 14th, 2005
04:56 pm
latest update would be erhhmmmm... oh yea... did my grade 9 piano exam on friday.... mannn made a whoooole lot of mistakes.. =s ///... gotta have LOTS of faith that i do real good hahaha.... ,,... :D its always possible thru christ to strengthens me =D... n e ways...right after the exam.. went to this competition/festival for one of my songs/pieces.. and altho i was like an hour late.. i got to play (in one of the two festivals since i already missed the 1st one cus of the exam)... n yea... guess wuttt!! i got in second place!! hahha just for thatone song only... but well that was good enough.. HAHA .. its the first and only award i won this year... how sad is thAT?!
PTL all the wayyyYYYY!!!!!!!
yea this week was quite nice... on saturday got to meet up with my mom's ex boss' family from singapore... really decent bunch...... was surprised they actualyl talked quite a bit... real open and nice pple... hahah... had fun erm oh yea went to the park ( which was so friggin crowded=S ), talked, for dinner @ a viet place... yummy soup.. :D ..... man those kids are a talented bunch... >.<
spend the night on sat studying like crazy late til 5 am (well it was more of catching up on my homework which i havent been doing and THEN studying=p )....... just for tt stupid calculus test on monday... and yea church on sunday....
and just ydae (monday) ... had to stay back after sch for completion of the fashions project ( a skirt).. ( even tho i technically STILL havent completed it =s ).... and after that ps soon seng, auntie lily (couple from church in singapore), and their nephew and my dad came got me from sch .. and yea.... went back home.. had a lil pingpong tornament... then went for dinner at emperors buffet... it was good food.. mm haha .. then got back home @ 10 and had to cram for 4 chapters for my test the following day ( today).. it was sick... didnt rmb a SINGLE thing this morning when i got up to go to sch... but i think i did quite OKAY on the test... altho i forgot how to fill in a whole section about the 4 parilyms or sumthing of sociology... =s ... o WELL.. its over..:D... thank the Lord! .. Hmmm gonaa go watch tv nowqwWww even tho i shud really be doing my psy essay, filling up my assistant sheet, doing the fashions portfolio, studying for ASP in class essay, doing physics catching up, doing review for the 4 papers by the end of this week,,,.. .HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHAAAAAAAAA>. o well... time to have fun first!!! enough of me now!! ta!!!!!!!!!
~will keep praying for ev for full recovery ( and pls anyone who reads this and knows him keep him in ur prayers too) =D ... havent been seeing him for a while.. hoping to see him soon!... reminder to ev if u ever read this: HOR HOR ... ud better DRINK WATER, EAT VEGES, EAT FRUITS,,... and DONT drink ANYTHING FROM A CAN.. which is called POP (orange pop and lemonade from a can is also counted as POP ah!!! ).. =p... lub ya ! hAHHA
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May 9th, 2005
09:33 pm
a week ago, i was in my usual rush to get back on bus.. so then i was walking in the hallways...taking the short cut and all... walked by a couple of pple without noticing their faces...and all of the sudden... i hear Saud saying: Hey Mattea! Can't say hi no more?!" .. i mean.. yea... it was in a joking tone and all.. but that made me think... wow. i really havent realised how much ive changed... i mean.. not that its for the worse... but its almost like... those who were once close to me, dear to my heart... have just..... drifted away.... well don't get me wrong... i love my life now too.. i love the ones in my life... i love people... but its just a whole cycle... making friends... growing close... drifting apart... and most times, it just doesnt ever go back to being the same as it was... i know people change... characters develop... but isnt every single person the exact same on the deep down? dont we all have the same drives? the same needs? ... well... then... why changes? i HATe changes... as i grow... i realise i start to notice things i dont usually bother about... i mean.. back in singapore... friendships were... well sure they were a big thing... but its just so there... like .. pple were just THERE... seldom were there any huge changes... i mean... whats the hugest change... lets see.. PSLE, O's, UNi, etc... all education based... i duno.. mayb its just me... well i certainly dislike this world i live in... and ya.. thats life.. all i can do now is just walk the halls and greet those once close friends of mine as if they are all just acquaintences ... thats just it i guess... nothing much i can do to change that.. just gotta live in the moment, enjoy those i love now... boy, am i glad my God never changes... he's the same.. .yesterday, today, and many days to follow.... that sure is a reassurance.. =D
Current Mood:  confused
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April 24th, 2005
07:28 pm
for those who's been asking...
heh.... sry guys..... just been busy with nothing.... it just happens.. u kno... just no mood to blog la... i kno u still do love me anyways.. and even if u dont.. hahahahha i have no worries.. my love for myself is just too great =p... never greater than my Father's love for me tho...!! [AND for everyone of u out there... heh.. just dont wanan let u feel left out.. =)]
update: going back to singapore err........ i'll get the date and time straight and edit this portion... so ya... those of u who are eagerly waiting my arrival. .u kno u have a duty to be there to receive me ah.. ahhahahahhah!
eek.. sumtimes i think im just tooooo full of myself..
miss him just as much as every.... sigh.
anyways... this song hit home (er, my heart), n i really encourage you to contemplate the words:
Verse 1
Who am I
that the Lord of all the earth
would care to know my name
would care to feel my hurt
Who am I
that the bright and morning star
would chose to light the way
for my ever wandering heart
Bridge
Not because of who i am
but because of what You've done
Not because of what i've done
but because of who You Are
Chorus
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapour in the wind
Still you hear me when I'm calling
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling
and You told me who I am...
I am Yours...
Verse 2
Who am I
that the eyes that see my sin
look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who am i
that the voice that calm the sea
would call out thru the rain
and calm the storm in me
Current Mood:  loved
Current Music: casting crowns
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March 17th, 2005
07:22 pm
man... tc was awesomee!!... much much better than i expected... hoping to serve next year.. but we'll see.. His will, not mine. anyways, i learnt that im perfect, and beautiful, and sexy, and hot, and pretty, and intelligent, and everything else good =D....because God doesnt make mistakes.
At the end of the day,
with the setting of the sun,
After all is said and done.
What else can i do but worship,
What else can i do but bow,
cause all i really long for,
Is You.
and all i really yearn for,
Is You.
all i really need Lord,
Is You.
~ forgot the name and the other verses of the song... but if anyone happens to kno, drop me a note! greatly appreciated. =p
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August 28th, 2004
07:34 pm
hey guys.. or gurls.. check out this link!
http://kni.prz.rzeszow.pl/~peu/likeu.swf
n e waes... u want the update on my camp?? check my aa page... tho the layout is kinda messed up.. i think u can read it.. too lazy to type it all out agen.. and yah dun ask why i dun have n e pics of myself there.. mayb cuz i dont even do my page... haha.. kate n dawn does it foh meh.. n e wayz.. hea it is..
http://members.asianavenue.com/fgi
the otha gurl's pages..
doris' page : http://members.asianavenue.com/evillicious
sumira's page: http://members.asianavenue.com/brown_baybey01
kaitlan's page: http://members.asianavenue.com/s1mp0_sm1l3z
well .. link urself from there.. and NO i do not look like jillianne.. pssh. fruits.
had a church garage sale today.. was fun.. hEH.. weather was just too hot... but then it rained.. and so we prayed for it not to rain.. and it stopped.. but then it was too hot agen..
celebrated SUMONES's 21st bdae yesterdae( friday.. one day belated).. ahha well he'll better appreaciate.. :P
lotsa love to ya'll out there .. ta!
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August 22nd, 2004
02:09 am
its friggin 2 am.. tmr's church.. and im tired... bud still waitin up for kaitlan to come.. think dat bum is stil packing.. ahha or smthg...
both of us are gonna b at some high sch chrissy camp tmr... ughh gona be away for soo long.. sigh... seems like a BOOT camp .. grr.... oops tink shes hea..
n e waes.. pics are up.. http://ca.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/ticklisherin/my_photos
ta! for now.. til thur night 11 pm
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August 18th, 2004
12:31 pm
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11:56 am
went to kait's place on thur, fri, sat... watched soooo so many movies... 'eurotrip'.... boy dat was the funniest and the best... hmm... old school... kill bill two... brutal... and sumthing else i forgot.. haha... but n e waes.. went shopping too....orfus road... n scarborough town centre.... *burp*
things to get done:
babyblue phat lacessssssss
presents
return olga her bks
get swimming cap.. for camp
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11:34 am - wonderland
Ok my lastest update.. I went to wonderland on sunday.. it was SHOOO fun… purpose was for a Christian concert … and so it was good weather and all in the morning.. but when we got there.. it was POURING RAIN.. man.. we saw pple on the roads like drenched and all it was crazy.. so we were like eating at the timmy’s opposite wonderland… and like after.. we went to wonderland.. the rain STOPPED.. we prayed.. believed.. and it was answered!!! .. how awesome.. but dats not the last… so went to the counter.. wanting to get tickets…. It was like 9 mins b4 5… and the guy was like.. come back at 5.. and there’ll be a discount… ( we just intended to go for the concert cause if we wanted the rides we had to pay sooo much more).. but n e waes.. we went back at 5.. and ya.. we only had to pay 25 bucks .. from the ealier 30 or 35 bucks we were told to pay… and that 25 bucks included ALL THE RIDES!!! AWESOME>.. lolls.. the bands that were playing were the DAVID CROWDER BAND… MERCYME…. And MICHAEL W. SMITH… it was AWESOME.. better than the last time we went, … and ya.,.. it was Soo worshipy and stuff. Man we were sittin on the lawn tho.. cause u have to pay like more if u wanna sit on the chairs.. lame.. but it was more fun ..... dancing on the lawn and stuff.. ya so I had fun.. took 4 rides too…. good way to end my night...
:( jamie ish leaving for indiana on thurs
:( jared is leaving for vancouver on thurs
oh grr
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